dearest mac

today nearly broke me; im really not good with death and endings. it just still doesnt make sense to me. and this one in particular. im glad i went though. i truly despise funerals, but it was more cathartic than i expected it to be- i certainly feel a greater sense of closure than i thought.

at such a young age you saw more pain and things than most of us know. although your life has been short it was a good one. it just isnt fair. we will love and miss you. hopefully beautiful things can come from the dark... x