ha

i have no hair, i have no hair.

i am now the proud owner of a shaven head.
i fear that i makes me look like a 15 year old small boy..
either that or a dyke, but jon swears that i looks sexy.
think that he had something to do with the persuasion of getting this done, he actually did the shaving- i fear ensuring that i do actually look like a small 15 year old boy, or dyke... hmmm.

its just a really strange naked feeling-i cant hide behind my hair now, cant simply just blend into the crowd, rather i feel that i stand out rather nakedly, or baldly perhaps- and people arent very shy about going in for the stare either. just wierd what a massive difference a change of hair makes- to my life, and to how people percieve me now. it comes with so many associations and connatations- that people immediately boxed me into. strange. well at least it cuts down dramatically on labour and intensity of effort, and i suppose will be painfree and cooling for the summer heat.

and who needs to look like a girl when you know you are one anyway. huh.