i'll believe in anything

so today was a rather momentous occassion- i handed in the last assignment i will ever have to do for my masters degree- my course work is now officially over, and as rediculous as it may seem, but it feels like my life can start again. the stress and tension is gone, only to be replaced by clam (or calm but perhaps clam would be a better replacement- wow i cant spell for shite), and plain tiredness at the moment- but hopefully drunken bliss rather shortly! dont get me wrong, this isnt the real end- i still have the wonderful joy of my thesis waiting and looming in the background, but for now, there is sweet bliss that the course work is done with. haha i am running away with myself- this is being incredibly optimist and hoping like hell that ive passed everything, which seeing as i didnt even read through or edit this last essay, may be seeing that glass a little too full! well right now i cant be assed. im delighted. so tired i can barely type or see straight but hell it feels good! shit. i need the biggest glass of champers, closely follwed by a few more litres of wine. sigh. the joys. i can do it now without feeling that guilt that i should be working instead....

i need sunshine. and booze.