gather my pretties

oooooohh. Went shopping and got so many pretties today- for some reason my mother seemed more than willing to purge her wallet and spent copious amounts of money on me. Something that happens rarely these days, and so I was all the more eager to take full advantage. I think we raped woolworths; don't think it felt the same after we left it- dry and barren. I over exaggerate but got nice things- new summer sandals, jacket, shirts (oh yes you read correctly, pural!) and other arb stuff like handbag and undies etc... she did say some of it will have to be for my Christmas presents as there was simply too much stuff to validate it as normal shopping time, but hell im not complaining. As long as I get to use the shit before xmas, I'll be the happiest mouse under the sun! Had a serious bonding day with her- and oddly talked about what we're going to if one of my parents dies. Strange on a beautiful day, out at lunch, to be talking about funeral preparations and so on, but we both felt we wanted the other to know what we want. Odd day all in all. Now im tired from shopping, but beaming in my new stuff- I sound like such a snot, but this happens so rarely that im delighted! Grin! And now im off to booze more and make Thai curry. hmmm life sounds pleasant. Pity that I still have the guilt of having so much work to get through, still calling at the back of my mind! Sigh. One day im told all this shit will be over with. im really good at putting off reality- until it smacks me seriously on the forehead and it hurts. Damn it all.