mother nature, that bitch

i fear: that this is my last and final update on my innocent baby spinach plants. i fear: their days are numbered as the truth of the matter is that there are only two little ones left; they haven't growth in about three weeks, in fact i think that they've actually decreased in size. i fear: that they are so small and embarrassed to be here, that they are progressively shrinking back into the ground. I'm highly depressed about this turn out of events- i thought i may be able to pretend for awhile that i had green fingers, or at least the slightest ability to be responsible for the growth and nurturing of a small and defenseless thing. dammit and i failed. i let them down. Oh well, at least they were a small trial run before i ever invest time and effort into having children, just yet. it has also cured me of this weird gardening need- i no longer desire to grow things, sow my seeds and reap the returns and all that shite. All i have left is my poor sad looking daisy. God help that thing. Ha.