hunger

i dont feel like posting but the guilt and obligation of having this blog made me. although i dont have much to write: worked all day and was trying, and failing to set up my flickr account.. and another shutterfly account to load some photos for friends to share- there constantly seems to be something wrong, however i fear that mostly comes from my side, not theirs. ha. and there's still no food in the house. one lonely frot cucumber doesn't count. dammit. going out now- and not to scrounge for food. a band called "city bowl misers" are playing at gateway tonight: a friend of mine carmen has been raving about them for ages so pretty interested in seeing them. and my granny seems to be going mad, and turning into an alcoholic. oh the joys of life hey. jesus.