i think

situation now: i think im getting to terms with this whole working girl thing. i wake up on time these days, even manage to fit in some stretches and take all my vitamins, attend all my meetings, do productive work, and so on as the story goes. im still really suprised and shocked by this whole thing, as not terribly long along i was only waking up half way through the day, never mind doing anything productive for the rest of it.

i fear: however despite all of this positivity im trying to spoon feed myself, with the work mounting on my desk, i want a holiday. and i mean a real one; changed landscape, tourist photo posing and all. im going to paulpietersburg next week, think i can use that as holiday break?!

today: i had to register for varsity. i am only registering for second thesis, luckily no courses (as they're all finished!) so it was smooth and painless. the best ive had in my six years at that place. its funny how things change though; i see all these young first years sitting around, doing nothing, lounging on the grass and all.. and thought "go do something productive with your time you useless beings". did i really think that? there are so many of them, and they look so young and lost; was i really one of them so recently?! god i would kill for that again. sigh.

it shows| how bitter|| im getting in my old age

and yes, the count down for pay day is almost over: simply 2 more days to go.. my god the sushi is calling my name. i fear i may have a heart attack when i see that bank balance. my little account wont know what to do with itself, after being empty and barren for so long.