too much of heat
things i hate: beside work or being productive in any way or form at any time (in general things that get me out of bed and away from my latest book piss me off, unless its in the form of pronutro) its doing all that on very little sleep and ever so slightly hung over. never a fun thing, i tell you.
remedy: take clever friends advice and never, ever go to burn (especially with the intention of drowning one's sorrows, as well as others) but particularly when one has said work deadlines the next day.
considering all of this: im still tired, of not more so than when i woke this morning with tongue stuck on roof of mouth, and bloated from lunch (thinking a good pig-out could cure anything, however said theory not true) but managed to get most of deadline down and emailed through to slightly grumpy, strange boss, although i think he may not be terribly impressed with me. i cant really believe that i still havent learnt the self control to stop this form of behaviour. dont they say that insanity is doing something repeatedly and expecting different results each time? god help me then. too much of my life seems to revolve around this, and most of it is beyond my direct control.
still considering: giving this thing up. i havent got over the "wow this is weird and ever so slightly creepy" feeling of having a blog, and publishing my thoughts to whoever is bored enough to read them. not sure its conducive to productive behaviour, particularly said working environment (not that i really care, or that work environ is so protected and treasured but merely gives me something to complain about)
thought| why cant things be easier as they go along|| it would make me happier
remedy: take clever friends advice and never, ever go to burn (especially with the intention of drowning one's sorrows, as well as others) but particularly when one has said work deadlines the next day.
considering all of this: im still tired, of not more so than when i woke this morning with tongue stuck on roof of mouth, and bloated from lunch (thinking a good pig-out could cure anything, however said theory not true) but managed to get most of deadline down and emailed through to slightly grumpy, strange boss, although i think he may not be terribly impressed with me. i cant really believe that i still havent learnt the self control to stop this form of behaviour. dont they say that insanity is doing something repeatedly and expecting different results each time? god help me then. too much of my life seems to revolve around this, and most of it is beyond my direct control.
still considering: giving this thing up. i havent got over the "wow this is weird and ever so slightly creepy" feeling of having a blog, and publishing my thoughts to whoever is bored enough to read them. not sure its conducive to productive behaviour, particularly said working environment (not that i really care, or that work environ is so protected and treasured but merely gives me something to complain about)
thought| why cant things be easier as they go along|| it would make me happier
posted by me at 4:39 PM
2 Comments:
So "clever friend" am I? Cool!
Hate to say I told ya so babe...but just take condolences in this one fact - at least u werent going for the whole Britney Schpears Im so sexy schoolgirl look like majority of those other chicks, and looked kinda of age and not like a loser!
heheh my sentiments exactly! and there were so many of them.. totally taking your advice in the future!
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