the great splurge.

i had a really annoying and frustrating meeting with my boss this morning- ha hadnt bothered to read the report ive worked my ass off on all week, and then proceeded to discuss what he wanted, and the structure he wanted, which was pretty much like said already completed report, but with a WHOLE lot more work, that had never even featured in the landscape before. joy. the cherry on the cake is that he wanted me to finish this all by tomorrow afternoon. so when i left the meeting i wasnt the happiest bunny around: not only had i worked endlessly for three days, pretty much for NOTHING, but now i was expected to double my output and produce what he wants by the NEXT day. i apologise for the CAPS returning, but it helps vent the fury.

so: in pure spite (more of myself than my boss) and bitterness, i decided to take the afternoon off and actually enjoy my first really large pay check. how this logic worked in my head, what with tons of work due imminently i run away to shop, im still trying to work out, but i did it with vengence, determination and lots of guilt, so there.


and splurge i did: half way through i felt bad, as was spending in one day, the same amount i used to earn at my old jobs, but hell it felt good. things i saw and liked, i got. including the prettiest, cutest shoes on earth. so it turned out to be a good day after all. and im leaving tomorrow after my meeting to run away properly for the weekend with faye: a proper finger to my boss and work. haha take that evil doers.

im going to be| so screwed|| on monday. at least tuesday is a public holiday.