thoughts
so i may be really ignorant, naive, or just plain blonde at heart- but really didnt know the SA blog scene was so huge (this is relatively speaking however, i do tend to over exaggerate readily; perhaps HUGE is the wrong word) -- i know how big it is elsewhere but just didnt think about here i suppose (why not, im still question myself). there seems to be quite a lot of stuff going on in the scene at the moment, such as: the blog off competition, the best SA blog awards 2006 and so on. huh, crazy.
very ransom comment from me, i do apolgise. this happens when you work at home and barely leave the house much, are left to communicate all day with your dog, and stare at a computer screen for unhealthy hours every day.
im bored senseless: theres nothing happening tonight, despite it being friday, either that or i just wasnt invited and theres not even good tv to waste further hours on (hence the blog post now instead).. and i am still cold. think its time for a hot shower and bed. the problem is i fear i am now glued permanently to the chair, seeing as i've been here, oh, the entire day.
i think the pure frustration and pent up angst of the last few days is due to the fact that i havent:
1) left the house much at all (and gym doesnt count)
and 2) havent spent a decent lump of money in ages (and scaping pennies to buy a bottle of cheap and nasty wine just so i dont turn up at dinner parties empty handed, and/ or stealing cash from parents for the car guards who make me feel guilty DO NOT count either)
i suppose this is teaching me patience| restraint|| responsibility
.. and how to grow unhealthy habits such as to hate the bank for the rest of my existence.
very ransom comment from me, i do apolgise. this happens when you work at home and barely leave the house much, are left to communicate all day with your dog, and stare at a computer screen for unhealthy hours every day.
im bored senseless: theres nothing happening tonight, despite it being friday, either that or i just wasnt invited and theres not even good tv to waste further hours on (hence the blog post now instead).. and i am still cold. think its time for a hot shower and bed. the problem is i fear i am now glued permanently to the chair, seeing as i've been here, oh, the entire day.
i think the pure frustration and pent up angst of the last few days is due to the fact that i havent:
1) left the house much at all (and gym doesnt count)
and 2) havent spent a decent lump of money in ages (and scaping pennies to buy a bottle of cheap and nasty wine just so i dont turn up at dinner parties empty handed, and/ or stealing cash from parents for the car guards who make me feel guilty DO NOT count either)
i suppose this is teaching me patience| restraint|| responsibility
.. and how to grow unhealthy habits such as to hate the bank for the rest of my existence.
posted by me at 10:03 PM
3 Comments:
It is always hard when you are young. I'm not saying it gets easier as you get older but you do tend to get a tougher skin. The choices you make about how to deal with things will come easier. Hope you find your answers.
Art.
I'm not sure why your alone on a Friday you should be out having fun.
Art
hey i'll enter if you do :)
ps. your team
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