today

its cold, rainy and very grey today. its been pouring all day and night. needless to say i don't really have to explain why i looked like i did when i woke up. very blurry and definitely not wanting to leave the warm confines of my bed. ive been longing to go back there ever since.

what has been amusing though is that this bleak, cold, wet weather hasn't deterred my neighbours seriously dedicated drive for self improvement and renovation. this neighbourhood is turning into the bane of my life (closely following the bank i can tell you). despite the wind, the cold and all, i still am able to hear the cacophony of chainsaws (cutting down what's left of any remnants of trees). this recently stopped, however i think this was more due to it being lunch time, rather than any recognition of the surrounding weather conditions. what was the funniest however, were shovel noises coming from next door, where it sounded like their gardener was mixing cement all morning. this was then followed by the hose pipe clearing things up. again i repeat all this down in the RAIN. one could describe this as utter stupidity, insanity, or just not giving a shit, but hell its their garden. made me laugh in confusion all morning though- hours of entertainment in this place i tell you.

thankfully im way calmer than yesterday, and am not going to waste precious hours of my time plotting to kill those people in green at nedbank. ive resigned myself to the fact that i'll be in the money only next week.

in the meantime| im just going to drink|| my sorrows away
(this time on my parents tab, not mine)

and i think i have a cavity in one my back teeth (molar of some kind i think), either that or its become incredibly sensitive and emotional over the last few days, but its hurting like hell everytime it changes temperature from food. hate the dentist more than nedbank so im scared of the prospects of an appointment, or worse- a filling.