woohoo

so im feeling way better today; awesome that i can hold down food, my brain is functioning and i can see straight. its a serious benefit to productive living, but my god did it take forever to feel even 50% right yesterday. never ever drinking tequila again. tastes like pure evil. its an absolutely awesome day today; really perfect, so thinking of cruising down to the beach for some rolly fun in the sand and waves. that and hit the beach bar; the worlds best invention. the excitement is also increasing ever so slightly, as the big day is tomorrow! one more year down. i still feel about 4 years old, and totally out of my depth in everything i do, but at least my official age will help me fake it for a little while longer now. the poo side of all of this birthday excitement is that i have an 8 am meeting tomorrow morning with my boss. so not good on one's birthday morning; birthdays are meant to be sleep in, relaxing, do nothing days, with champagne breakfasts and being spoilt. not early meeting where boss isnt going to be happy with me (but that's a whole other story for another time). dammit. oh well will have to spoil myself then, which isn't have the same amount of fun. sniff.

lets just hope| the meeting is short and sweet|| and i can run screaming away||| to better times.