dammit.

why should chosing a camera be so impossibly difficult?! the two most important criteria for a digital slr for me is: user friendly interface (so i can actually learn how to operate the thing and use it to its maximum potential) and secondly for a thing that takes pretty pictures of life around. ive finally (after months of stress) got it down to the canon 350D and the nikon D50.. both pretty in themselves, take nice pictures and are marginally within my price range. but what to choose?! i swear, one would think im a retard with zero brain capacity or intellectual thought that i cant chose/ think/ debate the differences and merits of each cameras. instead i end up stressed, sad and seriously confused about this whole thing. surely it actually doesnt matter- i mean in the scheme of things, isnt it ridiculous that this is a life stress of mine at the moment.

well, sniff, feel pathetic now, as have put the camera stress into prespective to the rest of life's important features, shouted at myself for caring and worrying about such a stupid matter, and worse, still havent decided which one! shit. sadly i think money is going to win this fight. hell as long as the thing takes pretty snaps. shows how interested and seriously invested in this i am.
besides all this shit- easter is coming up; carmen wants to be able to consume an entire box of marshmellow easter eggs (48 of the things) in one weekend, and seeing as she and i are pretty much the only ones in town and available over easter, i think we are going to work damn hard to achieve this fantastic feat. thats a whole lot of marshmellow. and easter. i hope im up for the challenge.