god.

so there's one section that needs completing, and then the report, now known as 'the bitch' will be completed. that of course is without any editing being done, and i will be left waiting for my delightful boss to email me with comments and feedback; ie. he'll have fun telling me where i fucked up again. i cant believe i am actually still a functioning human being; i also began to feel that i wasn't as was very close to totally losing the plot on friday. working on this little sleep, and solely on adrenaline, cant be good in long sustained periods, so i think i'm beginning to understand why i was completely off my cracker at the start of the weekend. its ending better however; as said, the bitch is nearly complete, and is champing on the bit to be emailed off and forgotten about. and with a stroke of amazing luck, my life suddenly is looking pretty good and there are amazing possibilities that will make me such a happy meg if they come true. im holding thumbs, but there is still much time to wait and see whether it all works out. i know im being vague and cryptic, but i fear, if i tell you too soon dearest internet, then it might be jinxed. but its there, shining brightly in the corner of my mind, keeping me sane and grinning today while i write endless amounts of drivel for a man who probably wont even bother to read it.

how riveting| here's to possible new starts and fresh beginnings|| holds thumbs; you're in for the long haul.