its done.

its finished, its over. the bitch has been completed, and is about to be transported to its final destination. and my boss actually sent me an sms last night to say congratulations. what a joke; but hell, at least he recognized how much effort i put into the thing. in an email this morning he said that i deserve some days off due to this miracle transformation of the report, to which i laughed. i have so many meetings set up this week, i barely have time to carry on with other work, let alone take some time off! ridiculousness i tell you. but hell at least its over. it feels like ive lost a small part of myself in the process, but hell, a small price to pay i try to placate and convince myself.

i think i agree totally with jon, who loving looked at me the other day, and said he liked me so much more when i wasn't a full time worker. think its time to change; jobs, not man. ha.