jesus

i really need to read through my posts/ writings/rantings before i post them- as my god i can write shit (re: the last post). please dont think im losing/ lost my marbles and am going to throw myself in a lake- as i did a good job of sounding ridiculous and almost suicidal! that i can reassure you, is not the case. in the slightest. i really didnt mean to sound ever so slightly physcopathic. its a sunny day, and im on my way to a picnic; good times. and a perfect way to waste time and not catch up on work; so all is looking good.