too much
the last few days have been insane, and seem to be happening far too quickly, leaving me in the lurch, dragging behind trying to comprehend and compute it all. ups and downs, insanities and over emotion; all leaving me a little breathless and bewildered. there seem to be too many things and stresses and worries going on in my already overcrowded head to full grapple with everything all at the same time. all this and i havent done any proper comprehensive work for the last few days, something that i really should have been doing, but going to the beach and hanging out with new arrivals seemed to be way more fun than the thought of sitting at a computer researching all day. all of this is going to catch up with me tomorrow when i have to face my boss, and fill him in on where i am in the report, and how much i have done so far- an easy, simple answer will suffice; i.e IVE DONE NOTHING!
the days are getting colder lately, it seems like we're skipping autumn this year, and leaping head on into winter. yes in durban it is still a wussy winter when in comparison elsewhere, but im feeling the cold. i seem to be in a permanent state of chilly drowiness, with the temptation of wanting to be a small ball of human warmth in my bed overwhelming.
despite a long sleep last night, im still tired; i think the endless, restless dream that i would be late for my flight to england, and loosing my baggage didnt help, but it seems like i cant move on from the constant tiredness. unfortunately its proving to be just that; constant. life is just seeming a little bigger than me at the moment, leaving me a little lost, and empty. and i dont know how to fix it or remedy it. im not sure where i am. it all feels a little bigger than me.
i know it will all be okay, once routine settles down again, and things return to normal, and ordinary life wins over the newness and sudden changes. just its leaving me feeling a little flat; happy and sad all at the same time. overwhelmed me thinks.
dammit| why is life this ridiculous constant stream of endless confusion| stress| worry| and joy || complicated mix of things
the days are getting colder lately, it seems like we're skipping autumn this year, and leaping head on into winter. yes in durban it is still a wussy winter when in comparison elsewhere, but im feeling the cold. i seem to be in a permanent state of chilly drowiness, with the temptation of wanting to be a small ball of human warmth in my bed overwhelming.
despite a long sleep last night, im still tired; i think the endless, restless dream that i would be late for my flight to england, and loosing my baggage didnt help, but it seems like i cant move on from the constant tiredness. unfortunately its proving to be just that; constant. life is just seeming a little bigger than me at the moment, leaving me a little lost, and empty. and i dont know how to fix it or remedy it. im not sure where i am. it all feels a little bigger than me.
i know it will all be okay, once routine settles down again, and things return to normal, and ordinary life wins over the newness and sudden changes. just its leaving me feeling a little flat; happy and sad all at the same time. overwhelmed me thinks.
dammit| why is life this ridiculous constant stream of endless confusion| stress| worry| and joy || complicated mix of things
posted by me at 12:24 PM
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