life.

i seem to be lacking in life interaction skills these days, and its getting worse and getting me nowhere. perhaps its the dilemma of growing up, perhaps its just my lack of ability, but this life thing seems to be getting the better of me, and i have no idea when it all got so complicated and convoluted. strange game, where you don't know the rules, the players have hidden skills that you lack, and the puzzles appear without solution or any hope in site; through all of this, you must run and juggle your way towards the end, regardless of having no clue about what direction it is in, or what form this end prize may take. this game sucks. i wish it came with an instruction booklet.

sometimes its just not worth getting out of bed| and there's no cake this morning|| hard times.