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i do love it that ive been spelling or typing rainbows wrong for so long without even noticing- its not that i dont know how to spell it, just it never looked wrong my way. ha.
so i awoke yesterday with a strange bear form next to me, which took me awhile to adjust to seeing as we supposedly had broken up the day before- amusing, its now a running joke. got relationship issues and problems? break up and only then will you start having fun and like one another again! so its been awesome- i love this break up, it seems the best one ever! haha. that and i got to have cake (the best carrot cake from oscars ever) for breakfast again. i tell you, everyone should start their day with killer confectionaries and uber strong coffee. it appears that i have an increasing soft spot for carrot cake; its like a childhood blanket, such comfort in a small slice of baked goods.

things are slowly getting better on my side; have started the long, hard and painful process of psychotherapy- and am still finding it strange to get used to paying someone to sit and listen to my thoughts, issues and stupid conjectures. it going to be a long and difficult process, but i hope it helps and that my brain is on the mend.
perhaps i should just keep eating cake and all will be fine?! never a bad thing.