you should never

i blame the gorgonzola, or perhaps it was the coffee. maybe. could have been all the work on my mind, the limited exercise due to intense hours staring at computer screen, or the strange unexpected and weird vibe at the end of dinner. whatever it was, i would never recommend it to anyone. waking up on the hour, every hour, when you started sleep only at one am, to eventually give up hope and begin working at 5 isnt fun. i havent had bad sleeplessness like that one in awhile. god its exhausting. working on one's dissertation, and reading about the kennedy assasination by dawn light is not as fun, riveting or exciting as it should be. as a result i am officially a tired worn out grump today. joyous rapture. not again. damn gorgonzola and its tastiness that impact on my life and induce my insomnia. it would happen the one night i've run out of sleeping tablets and so have no way of self medicating the problems and gorgonzola dreams away. murphy's law, or just plain ironic twist of fate and evil?