pharmacy

ive been incredibly tired these days- im researching like a warrior, and doing more exercise than i used to, but it still doesnt really explain the constant exhaustion- well to call it exhaustion is a little dramatic, but rather just tired- sore, gritty eyes, lack of energy or concentration levels etc etc. and its weird because the insomnia best friend that i love and know so well seems to have died down rather, so it would be logical that with all these healthy things in my life, i should be right and rain (never really understood that phrase) and tiptop (another rather stupid expression). so to counter it, or at least curb this ridiculousness my body has become accustomed to, ive begun to take lots of healthy additives in my diet- mainly vegetarian, 6 tons of vitamins and minerals every day (the whole alphabet seems to be involved along the line) and loads of fruit. you would think just the shock that im eating well and looking after myself, would force my body into overdrive and be unbelievable and hard core like, but no such luck it seems. so everyday i force feed myself millions of little colourful pills that seems to do nothing but change the colour of my pee to something scary. oh what a life i lead.
at least its house sitting fun this weekend, private johnnie walker party, seeing long lost friend from cape town, and a long drive to joburg all awaiting me. break from the usual mundane rock star existence im used to, but at least its scenery changes. in between all of that the work is simply piling up and is beginning to terrify me, as there's a hell of a lot to get through, and my interviews and field research start on monday. ha. fingers crossed. apparently if i just keep asking them why something happened, they'll talk for hours. we can only hope.