gripes about home not so sweet home

bitch number 1: mosquitos. christ. theyre every where and leave welts these days. have they grown since i remember.

bitch number 2: the ever ending wind, and threatening rain. summer is rad, in theory; in durban, it sucks as is perpetually too hot to venture outside to actually do anything, or its raining, that rad sweaty, humid rain, like 100% humidity rather than refreshing rain. it gets hotter afterwards too. makes sense, no?

bitch number 3: being broke. stinking ass, bones protruding, am already in tons of debt with parents kind of broke. and there seems no real solution to this problem, as there are no real jobs in sight. what i mean is there arent any jobs at all, as everywhere has got their festive staff already. looks like i may just have to go back to elf and fairy jobs again. god help me.

lastly i just dont seem to be able to catch up on sleep lately. am permanently tired, and pathetic feeling. not fun. but hopefully will get used to it, or it leaves me, or i just carry on. hmm. fuck im grumpy this morning. need to go and medicate and feed myself back to normality, if not happy. things arent really as bad, i just enjoy a stinking moan on occassion.