humph

blogger has been problematic lately- so i keep writing posts, uploading them, and the poor little things disappear into the ether never to be seen again. perhaps it could be combination of crap connection, and worse blogger? its not entirely a tradegy or a major transvesty to me or the world, but it was annoying me last week. im ever so slightly disturbed to realise february has started and launched properly already without me really being prepared for it to do so; so much to do, so little energy/ inspiration/ care/ bother to get it done. although i can proudly say things are getting better, im working harder, and am on track, i mean come on, i have chapter headings, and some break down ideas now!? thats the third mozzie to bite me in the ass this morning already; looks like im in for a long day.