Wednesday, February 28

shew

it appears that my social calendar is over taking my life. not that im a social butterfly, in such incredibly high demand, but there always seems to be something on the go that i cant miss out on, such as farewells, birthdays, gatehrings, friends in from out of town, and so on it goes. i decided after a reasonably calm, yet booze soaked weekend that this was it, i was going to take action, simplify my life, keep a low profile, and put nose to the grindstone with nazi like determination. ha. barely a day into the week and that silly little idea has shattered, kicked up the arse and told to sod off. march was going to be my hard work, finish this bloody thesis before i loose my marbles and start taking others down with me determination bullshit. dammit its already arsed. especially after long overdue catch up with old friend last night, that ended up around 3 this morning, after consuming too many irish coffees so i couldnt even fall asleep effectively for about an hour. its like the universe is conspiring against me, that it wants me to play and therefore its going to throw all these obstancles in the way of my work determinism just to chuck me off balance. damn you universe. i know what youre saying, why not just say no, be a bad friend for awhile and just finish it. i can hear the judging, but with my rubber arm and all, saying no and staying in is proving to be all too tricky. finishing a chapter isnt quite as satisfying as a good laugh over a sundowner. shit. i really will be thirty and still living at home by the time i actually pull finger and finish this thing. haha. least my mom will foot the bill til then, right?!

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