"A month can go by just like that. i could barely remember anything i'd done the whole month. sometimes it felt as if i'd done a lot, sometimes as if i hadn't accomplished a thing. it was only when the man came aat the end of the month to collect money for the newspaper delivery that i realsied a whole month had flown past. I'm not trying to make some profound statement here, but i would venture to say this:
That's life.
So anyhow, a month zipped by."
haruki murakami- a good day to see kangaroos.

thats how i feel about my entire life these days. too much time passing me by far too quickly. we're in mid march already for godsake, and ive barely got my feet on the ground to start running, but the year is simply faster than me. sigh. so much to do, so much time wasted, so much time slips past. perhaps its just monday blues, or perhaps a consequence of all the champagne i had yesterday for my mama's birthday, but it just feels like time is getting the better of me, and its a rip off. all action stations full steam ahead now, otherwise i'll simply be left behind, and really will still be doing my thesis when thirty.
on the up side- i got my mama a small exercise trampoline for her birthday present; she been trying to get fit again, but doesnt have much free time (theres that problem again) to go running, so i thought bouncing in front of the tv before dinner could be just as effective. and damn its fun. so i plan to do much giggling and jumping fun time this week, as well as finish another chapter- there we go, monday morning and ive got goals for the week already set into action. maybe there is hope!