new days

so i awoke early this morning. for a change. for once i didn't end up snoozing for hours, battling the joy of sleep with the stupid but constant interruptions of the various, multiple alarms i set for myself. I'm a bad waker it seems. but this morning was good. and productive. and I'm alert and awake. good start to new week, and new life. i say new life, which sounds rather over dramatic and all, but it is you see. things are changing. its healthy lifestyles, dedicated working, and generally looking after myself more than i have been of late. less of the late night boozing meg, and more of the healthy, fit, toned and getting some sleep meg. its been a crazy time; a brilliant thing, as i feel like all I've done lately is giggle, laugh, and be surrounded by lovelinesses. but its taking its toll; not only on the physical and mental, but on this major thing called thesis. which is in desperate need of just getting kicked in the arse, and completed once and for all. its so close i can taste the glory.
so new week and new focus is a good thing. i need more structure and work ethic and all that good serious stuff to balance my life again; its been priority fun time, which isn't meant to last all the time. there are new incentives too, just to add cherries on the cake. a full time offer made on my current job, better money, more responsibility and interesting research options etc, all of which will only happen once dissertation done. that's the deal. so its a little bit more of hard slog, and then I'll never have to look at it again. a nice option. a happy option. its been hijacking my life for too long now. so yay, here's to its completion, downfall, and then subsequent burning. woop woop.