the world seems to be swirling in the wrong way, and I'm not sure what happened to make it change direction, or how to get it back on track. strange that. out of kilter. seem to be oscillating between blind panic and anxiety, boredom, numbness and euphoria. a real tornado of fun i assure you. despite it, or perhaps because of it, things are okay, and slowly but surely getting there.
i have an interview of a job i really want to get tomorrow. i hope it goes well. needless to say I'm a little nervous. fingers and toes crossed.