longing for dream time

strange times when you cant get to sleep ever. its like this permanent noise in my brain is back. it hasn't been there in a while, but at least this time, its not destructive or nasty, just wont turn off or on mute enough for me to get some snooze time. and there were strange noises about last night, and the return of the fucking mozzies, so all in all, a lack of restful sleep evening. despite me trying real hard. and no, counting sheep or doing calming breathing exercise just don't cut it enough to make you pass out at 4 am. bugger. at least I'm still chipper and productive today, but I'm not sure how long i can take not having a full proper nights rest for. telling you, its all about the medicated pass out love affair, i call prescription sleeping tablets. bring on the sweet love. think its time the doctor got a visit. ha. when i do finally sleep, my dreams are bizarre, and full, and often rather tense, with some strange task i have to perform (think my brain is telling me something?!) and i wake up often drain, sweaty and more exhausted than before. cant heads come with off switches?