times are a tight

sjoe. its all down hill from here to the end of the year, and that means 60 tons of stress to finish everything off before that happens. things are getting tight with time, but i still feel like i havent been able to catch my breath, sort things out properly and put them into the right order, for me to effectively take control and finish the year. im still in april dammit, how in gods name did we get to november without me really realising it. jesus. at least one good thing has come out of today- my boss has told me to work less, spend more time on finishing my thesis completely by the end of the month (it has to be in then so its a very short time line) and that things will be calming down in december so she'll give me a paid holiday. woop woop. hell yay. thats what i like to hear. this hopefully it means i can play a little, do the travel thing (there are already plans for cape town and joburg playtimes) and finally lounge by the pool, stress free/ thesis free/ and work free and be able to get tanned and drunk without caring. good times. i do still have to get through the next month and a half sane and normal and pull finger on the work though. wishing i could wake up and its mid december and all is done for me by the little nerd elves that live under my bed. that would be nice.
my fantasy sundays are helping me get through things though. been a great last month of doing something crazy, out of the ordinary and lovely on sundays, and they seem to be making up for the rest of the week stress time. yay. think the sun coming out every now and again is also helping to improve the mood, as its teasing me that summer is soon here. sweatfest and sunshine; i like. pity we're only on tuesday, and i'm already longing for sunday again.