afternoon chuckle

sometimes it rocks and is highly amusing having an older brother. he's never been the protective type at all, nor will he ever be, rather if the 'brother' in him comes out, its done in jest. sometimes. i recieved this email from him easlier, when i mentioned that its thankfully over with the hobbit, who ended up turning entirely psychotic on me.
"Nice one on the Darryl front - told he was a creep - what happened? Do I need to break his nose. Again? Honestly I don't mind, if I'm totally sincere I'd probably enjoy it.."

brilliant. it made me laugh all afternoon. i replied that he could, with pleasure, and that probably i would join in on the fun times. ah its refreshing and entertaining brushing up against the crazies sometimes- reminds you exactly why being single is more fun, that most boys are downright creeps, and that you can luckily run screaaaaaaaming in the opposite direction at the first sign of the loopies. joyous.

long time

i didn't think i would come back here. it was over.

this blog served a specific purpose and role in my life for a certain time- i needed it as an out, as a trusty source where i could pour my heart and insane soul out to an unknown audience, without fear of judgement or anything of that sort. it was awesome writing whatever i wanted to and just releasing it out into the ether. then for some reason, well numerous ones, i no longer had that drive to write anymore. life got busier, with many crazy changes happening all at one time, but i didn't feel the compulsion to talk about it or examine it any more. not sure why, or whether that is a good or a bad thing, but it happened. and i left. and thought never to return again.

i hadn't even thought about this site for months, until a friend was showing me how to use my new phone, and accessed this to show me how the web capabilities worked. i had completely forgotten about the crazy lady; had released her and packaged her away (not that she isn't with me every minute of the day). but it was rather nice seeing it again, rather nice thinking that i still had that space as an out, or a place to splurge my thoughts and make sense of things.

so perhaps, slowly and randomly, i'll stray back here and write some, on occasion. lucky you.